Current mood:	optimistic
Current music:	Beatles

with tangerine seas and marmalade skiieeesss
i am finally concentrating on myself and for the first time (in a long time) i feel like i'm doing something right. my mom left me a voicemail the other day and jokingly said something about 'being at college for the right reasons blah blah blah' and i realized that she was 100% right. the time i'm spending here, these moments--i'm not getting these back. everyday what i do matters and for me to be in this fog worried about immature and unrealistic goals is just pointless and flat out stupid.

i'm here to learn, to grow, to become who i'm going to be for the next 40-50 years. i can't sit here and worry about things i can't control and quite honestly could never control.

this year i made a new years resolution to better myself and be open to new experiences.
so far, so good.